recovery.
i feel like I’m in a hospital, connected to various tubes and devices, daily being let off yet another med that pushed me along for so long. the last couple weeks got especially hard, and i even started to pick up my addiction to porn again- which i have now dropped. a diet of work, painting, thinking, praying, reading and sleeping is getting me back to me.
it’s 2 days since my last grade of high school, and i’m recovering. finally. i’m starting to feel more like myself, less like the person i had to try to become in order to graduate.
yeah.
it’s tough, but thankfully I’m not going back(fingers crossed).
i should be blogging more often soon.
