depressed...
just depressed. apparently it’s all almost over, but I don’t feel like I’m there yet. i’m just super-depressed. I haven’t painted anything meaningful in at least a month, I sit around at night waiting for bedtime, I don’t ever want to do anything fun. schools sucks the fun out of me, maybe that’s why I didn’t try so much during HS, because of how much it makes life suck when i try.
