August 2009
1 post
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July 2009
1 post
New blog soon.
New blog soon. I’ll post sometime over there. I promise, thanks to the fact that I own a laptop now, and sit around in wifi at work often. Plus, my mind is working itself out of the slump it got into with God’s help.
Peace-
-David
June 2009
2 posts
stil breathing.
“I’m falling apart, I’m barely breathing
With a broken heart that’s still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on
I’m barely holdin’ on to you”
2 weeks ago, I was singing this song in my head for the past couple weeks. I honestly...
recovery.
i feel like I’m in a hospital, connected to various tubes and devices, daily being let off yet another med that pushed me along for so long. the last couple weeks got especially hard, and i even started to pick up my addiction to porn again- which i have now dropped. a diet of work, painting, thinking, praying, reading and sleeping is getting me back to me.
it’s 2 days since my...
May 2009
2 posts
...(addition to my post a moment ago)
so, that leave’s me passing HS, struggling to think simple problems out at my internship and struggling at work and causing more work for me and my coworkers because I can’t think straight.
i just want to be me.
depressed...
just depressed. apparently it’s all almost over, but I don’t feel like I’m there yet. i’m just super-depressed. I haven’t painted anything meaningful in at least a month, I sit around at night waiting for bedtime, I don’t ever want to do anything fun. schools sucks the fun out of me, maybe that’s why I didn’t try so much during HS, because of...
April 2009
2 posts
adults
i’m really starting to understand how adults think. Being a proud new car owner as of monday, I get why people have budgets. Heck, I even have a budget now. I get why people care about their cars so much, I get why people need to go to work everyday and earn money. I think about marriage alot, and think about selling my artwork- for the first time ever. I am thankful to Jesus that my...
today is...blah?
life is kinda crazy/blah depending on the time of day. school is blah. tomorrow i buy my first car..insurance agent wants to take me out for lunch but I can’t make it- school. yuck-o. lighting lots of stuff at church- I think I need to quit there once I get done with schooling. It’s the epicenter for burnout. so many clashing opinions on how to do things, and I manage to get...
March 2009
7 posts
and oh yeah...
the part I forgot in the last post is that she has to be beautiful!
thankfully, as long as she’s female(and don’t worry, she will be), that part is covered very well.
Thanks Jesus.
Been thinking...
I am getting pushed very quickly into the life and thoughts of adulthood.(SCARY). From the car shopping, to thinking alot of hard thoughts about marriage and finding a place in a year. Jesus is really pushing me to think about what qualities I want in a wife, so here we go:
Godly- that’s the #1. Last night I had a dream that my parents had arranged a engagement for me. When I met the...
God's teaching...
God hit me with something big in a soundcheck the other day.
In Trig class, I need to best possible teaching and additional help in order to pass. Without the help that best suits my style of learning, I suffer and fail. I am incredibly needy in that area of my life.
In my relationship with Jesus, there are some preachers(the Sr. Pastor at my church and the Youth Pastor) who are very...
Love vs. Long
The current battle in my life.
Love vs. Long.
I love my job. Every moment of every work day is wonderful, with few exceptions. Even when I dread working with one guy, it usually isn’t really that bad. Anyways, I love work. It’s so natural and fun and good and productive.
Some days however…I long for my job. This is what gets me in trouble. Some days I get so caught up in...
End of another week
Well, it’s finally the end of the week. This week went pretty good, I think that I will graduate now(haven’t thought that way in a long time)….
and yeah, that’s about it. Did a PYMT musical this week…doing a church retreat this weekend…then a Idol spoof. Should be a good time.
Bald.
I know, I have the head for it.
You can stop telling me now.
?
I did a show last night for some personal fitness advocates/performers.
Why is it that these types of pople seem to be smokers?
February 2009
7 posts
been thinking...
how can i be a better steward of __________ ?
time
the earth
my abilities
web searches -
which reminded this weekend of a website, Goodsearch.com, who I had used in the past, but then stopped because I didn’t love the layout as much as google. Last night, I was listening to a guy from forgotten voices international, and he said that $15 can send a kid in Zimbabwe to school for a...
Painting
Been painting since the last post.
Been feeling like looking at porn a couple of times the last few days. No serious thoughts yet, but the idea popping up in my mind scare me. I don’t want to go back. please pray for me.
I feel like I can take on tomorrow.
Speed.
I am really praying that life will speed by for me here. Because it’s going really really slow right now. Weeks are going by really slow now. I lust over work daily, wishing I can just work my butt off hanging lights around various venues. I wish I spent more time on my photography. I wish I had a social life, but I’m too burned out. I just go to school, run lights and paint. ...
party.
I had a sweet weekend this week. I chilled out with my man daniel, ran sound a bunch, chilled out with a bunch of kids in the middle of nowhere.
God has given me so much to think over this weekend. I’m so excited.
Tired.
Just tired today. that’s all.
Curves
God keeps throwing me curves so that I trust him.
Today, I hit someone really really lightly in the parking lot at church. Only Jesus knows how this will turn out. It’s all for him.
it’s hard, but it’s good.
January 2009
13 posts
Suck.
This weekend sucked. today sucked.
but yet, jesus in teaching me tons. loads of tons of lessons. I’ve thought in alot of differnt perspectives, and about stuff that never crossed my mind before. I prayed today for the guy that stole my gym uniform out of my locker. I want him to get saved by Jesus. I prayed for my boss’s niece who might die of cancer. I prayed for my...
i feel poopy.
I feel so poopy right now- but my health is perfectly fine.
I just don’t know how i can do high school anymore. It’s too much.
And yet, Jesus is teaching me lessons every day as I suffer. He is so faithful, graceful, loving and passionate twords me. He smiles at me through my Trig teacher everyday.
It’s sucky and really cool at the same time. I felt like dropping out of...
Fun.
Spent the weekend running sound for one of my favorite bands…listened to a great speaker talk about living for Jesus.
These guys strech me alot.
Untitled
I found myself tonight, sitting in a bit of a theatre group, I guess you would call it. Not only that, but it was a church group, and they wanted my services(yikes). They said the word Jesus alot. They said Lord like there was a quota to meet.
I hated that. It drove me up the wall. But what didn’t drive me nuts is that they took time to quiet themselves for prayer. It’s...
The winner is...
Jesus.
Becuase one of the scariest things of my life happened tonight.
Me and my boss drove home from Chambersberg(about 1 hour) in our truck with gear in the back and it was wide open. We forgot to shut the truck’s door after we threw a couple last few things in it.
Nothing escaped.
Jesus was there. We could have lost hundreds, if not thousands of dollars in gear.
Care.
Dang, Jesus is really taking care of me this week. Or at least, I’m really noticing stuff.
My schedule for this weekend just flopped around bigtime- and it makes much more sense now. It’s gonna be an easy weekend.
“The key, he says, is to let yourself do anything you want to and not judge or...”
– http://www.creativepro.com/article/creative-fuel-choose-the-right-spf-to-prevent-burn-out-
(I love to go skipping out to my car and around the house and at work)
i feel like
jesus has a plan for everyone.
even people who can’t understand anything anymore.
jesus doesn’t heal everyone
because we can learn so much about faith through sick people.
i have a full time job once i manage to get out of high school.
jesus never lets go
as long as you let him drive.
Follow your passions
follow your passions…
just not your bad ones.
Revival
Listened to a great sermon on revival today. I’d been scared lately when people have been saying the word revival around here lately, because I don’t want to see a bunch of people that let go of their brains and fall into charismatic stuff, but forget about my man jesus.
steve set us straight, though. Revival isn’t about healings and weird stuff, it’s about life...
I feel like
being myself.
I feel like being myself is going back to my roots.
for me, that’s jesus.
the dude that makes me creative and fun and awesome.
everyday.
digging tumblr
i’m really digging this tumblr thing.
it’s such a nice, low pressure, easy to use deal.
off to time with jesus and then bed soon.
NYE gig thought.
When someone has a job just to make money, they take their time, do a poor job, slack off, etc.
When someone has a job because they are passionate, they don’t take part in any of that.
December 2008
2 posts
Girls have boobs.
thanks blog. I needed to get that out.
I keep telling myself that every time I lust after a girl. Or not even lust, just looking down south of her chin.
thanks blog. I needed to get that out.
“Later a few religion scholars and Pharisees got on him. “Teacher, we want to see...”
– Jesus (is ultimately kicking butt)